Method, Lysol, and Vomit!

The smell that lingers, as I sit at my desk I am laughing at the sight of my 5 star notebook saturated in lysol. I decided this evening that I wanted to start a journal because I look back at the last 5 years of my life and wonder how did we get here! How was I so calm and collected as I was given the gift of vomit from Jesselle, all over my clothes, chair, and what I thought was going to be my new journal. I have resorted to google the word "blog" and here I am writing my first blog! Now looking down at my notebook I rather not type what I have already written in my journal...deep breath, ok lets start fresh!
As we enjoyed the holidays with family, I realized we have come along way, things are so different now. When did I realize that life is too short to try to control everthing? Not quite sure but one day I beleive I woke up and decided I am going to....ok here is the story, ya know what I am going to wait to reveal that a bit later. I think I should be in bed right now granted I have been working my butt off the past few months. I am surprisingly realxed and focused, um probably not, I am very much awake thanks to the four cups of coffee from earlier. Not quite sure what is to be said in a blog?! I am am sure I will get better at it but until then..."good night friend"-Nancy Grace, lol