Waiting for that door that everyone keeps talking about to OPEN!!

We found out last week that Danny may or may not be laid off on May 1st! The Yellowstone Club claimed bankruptcy and Danny is one of only a handful of employees left on the mountain. Thank God it keeps snowing! Danny is optimistic about the whole situation, I am a little more cautious, the club is not looking out for ANY of their employees, I just don't want him to get burned AGAIN!
This Monday I got an email from The Body Shop saying they are going to eliminate the at home division as of April 30Th of this year. April is my 3 year anniversary with TBSAH and I am devastated! I got fired from a job I thought I had full control over! The company let go of 10,000 consultants! TBSAH is my passion and I cannot imagine my life without the product, the values, or the friendships I have acquired! It is the end of a ERA...
Today, I got a call from one of our HOA officers. One of my neighbors turned me in for babysitting my friend's children. Claiming I have a licensed daycare facility in my home. We have a meeting on Monday night to see if I am still allowed to watch my friend's children in my OWN home! Apparently it is in the covenants...Please LORD bring us a buyer for our condo...
On top of all that, the lies and sabotage continue, you know who you are, I will not name any names, but I will say I pray for you every night, I pray that you find your way, and I pray that one day you will see how your actions effect others.

7 going on 17!!

Troy turned 7 on the 5th of March! We had his party at the Bozeman Library, same place we had Tink's party. However, this party was crazy with 20+ school age kids running amuck, torturing Danny's friend's child Chase. He liked it! LOL Troy was so excited to get so many LEGOs! He also got a few NERF guns...let me tell you we have been having so much fun with those! We went to Target and bought two more, he found one that shoots 20 bullets automatically! And of course it is boys against girls, Jesselle is a big help, she runs to the boys side and takes their bullets! So much FUN! Troy has been so hilarious lately! I used to trick them into doing things but now he looks and me and says,"Really MOM" with that look on his face that he is too cool for school.

10 years today Christina passed away!!

I cannot believe it has been 10 years! Christina was the person who brought me to God and after she passed I feel like she has been the one who truly helps my mom, dad, dusty, and I remain so close. She touched our hearts and made us laugh until we cried! She was my best friend when we lived in TX. TX was really hard on our family and she helped us smile and keep our heads up. 10 years ago Christina took her life and I still feel guilty for being so selfish and wanting to move back to CO, I stopped talking to her, I stopped writing to her...I was so selfish and I shut her out of my life, I was so worried about boys and other friends. Friends like her don't exist anymore, people are so back stabbing and fake these days. I just wish I was there for her I could have taken that gun out of her hand...I have not cried sad tears in such along time. It has been coming and going all day, but I have been finding myself smiling thinking of the hilarious thing we did, I am waiting til Danny gets home tonight and we are going to watch her video. Her character was amazing she could care less about what other people thought, while I went out of my way as a 14 year old, trying to "be cool", its eye opening now how much I have changed. I don't care anymore and I want to teach Troy and Jess to be the same way, who cares what people think? If you keep trying to be a person others want you to be your going to miss out on the people who love YOU for being YOU!